100 Valium

Ok I have writtten everyone letters given no apologies. If anyone asks why i did it it really comes down to this. I AM SAD. I am really really sad. There is really no way most people can imagine how this feels unless they have tried or been close to trying. My decision will cause grief and loss. And it will cause joy and love as they remember. But, most important it will bring everyone closure and and relief from the symptoms my ills have caused us all. Eventually they will forget most of the details remembering the few things they chose to hold onto. What those things are will vary from person to person. i bet everyone will agree that i am no longer sad. good bye. remember its not you its me =)